Just One Goodbye

Drenched in melancholic robes, I wander alone
Stormy skies refuse to open up
Silent shrieks tear me apart
Darkness gnaws at my mind
Dragging me into the alleys we walked together.

I’ve always advocated self-solace
I didn’t know it is so elusive
I can’t find even a streak of light
There is no way out of this cavern
That has swallowed me.

Hope flew away with you
Home is not warm anymore
A yawning stillness snaps at me
As I wait… wait for you
How could you leave me in this abyss?
This is not your way.

I look at the door
Wishing it could open one more time
I yearn for one more smile,
One more hug
I promise I’ll let you go
Just let me say goodbye.
© Balroop Singh

Thank you for your love, prayers and comforting words.

18 thoughts on “Just One Goodbye

  1. Balroop, I feel your anguish in every word. You have been on my heart and in my prayers, my friend. I pray you will find that streak of light and much more in the days ahead. While your poem is exquisite, the heartbreak is nearly tangible. Sending you much love and hugs. ❤️

  2. Oh, Balroop. I’ve been thinking of you and hoping that you’re finding a glimmer of comfort during this time of terrible grief from those who love you. Your poem made me cry. It’s so desperately, achingly sad. Sending light and love and hugs. 💙

  3. Your beautiful poem shows the dark and painful place you now inhabit.
    May there soon be just a crack in that door and an hug envelope you.
    ❣️
    miriam

  4. Your words are so heartbreaking and beautiful, they have me teary-eyed, Balroop. I’ve been thinking about you, so know you are in my prayers. And I hope you find that streak of light in days to come as your loved ones encircle you with love and comfort. Sending hugs and love xoxo

  5. My dear Balroop,
    I read you and I feel your sadness and deep pain. It’s such a hard grief for you.
    I am sending love to comfort you a bit, hoping you’ll soon find a bit of light in this time of sorrow.

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